Anniversary Gift Every night we're thinkingAnniversary Gift by ~vampiro-guitarist
till our heads are sore.
And I'm always wishing
I could love you more.
We are so insecure
pillows bathed in tears
So why is it so hard
just to have less fear.
Let me hold you in my arms
girl just relax tonight.
Take a breath and don't hold back
But don't give up the fight
Shed your tears on me my dear.
One day I'll make you see,
There's no feeling quite like this
When you are next to me
Every gentle caress
makes me lose control
It's somehow strong enough
to light up my soul
We're not like the others
No honeymoon stage
But I still don't want to
see you walk away.
Internal War As I lay still here on my bedInternal War by ~vampiro-guitarist
with thoughts of you running through my head
I ask myself what's going on
What you do to me, it's insane
There's something here I just can't explain
I can't stay away for too long
I won't say I love you
'cause it's different this time
I try to find my way
then I get lost in your eyes
You're just so beautiful
and way out of my league
So i know there's no chance
that you would stay here with me
I pick your face out from a crowd
and hear your voice above every sound
a feeling I don't understand
My heart still hasn't stopped racing
when you're not here I can't stop pacing
No one soothes me the way
Liar's Lament I can't handle thisLiar's Lament by ~vampiro-guitarist
it all came with a cost
A stupid mistake
the pieces have been lost
Nothing seems to change
I've gotta break this mould
I'm losing my grip
but I can't break this hold
I screamed, oh God
when will these memories fade away
'cause I can't get better as long as they stay
I wanna feel safe
for the first time in a long while
the way I used to feel when i saw that smile
I can't deal with this
It's all too much to take
I'm sorry I lied
back then, i was so fake
they say time can heal
and I'm sure that it's true
but the scars remain
from what I did to you
I screamed, oh God
when will these memories fade away
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Euphoric 
And I just read your journal and can't stop smiling! I'll have to plan something special for my girl when she comes to visit me. 
^^
on "Realize". Much appreciated! 
! n_____n aw, thank you for faving, BT! 
Sta.sh
